"I Loved a Paedophile, the Seduction, Abduction and Liberation of a Life"

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When I was 12 ½ I met my music teacher for the first time. He spent over 2 years seducing and grooming me. At the age of 15 he abducted me and kept me as a house prisoner for 5 years until I finally managed to escape when I was 20.

This is my personal story of my experiences. But unlike many of the “misery lit” books this is a more considered account.

Please note this book contains detailed descriptions of a sexual nature. I’m being very intimate and baring all.

Rather than labelling myself as a victim or survivor, and my abuser as a monster, I explain the complexities of how such a situation could come about.


The book answers all the most common questions that I get asked.

Questions like:

The Seduction

The Abduction

The Liberation

There are three levels on which you can read this book

  1. Just enjoy the story. The extraordinary events themselves make a riveting read.
  2. Gain understanding into how paedophiles groom and manipulate their victims and into abusive relationships and why it is so very hard for the victims to leave.
  3. Read it to heal your own past trauma.
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